Syren let herself be quickly saddled and then she rocketed out of the stable before I was properly mounted. I held on to the horn with one hand while trying to grab the reins with the other.
We pounded down the Inn Road, dark silhouettes of alder trees whipping past us. A waning gibbous moon raced along with us from behind the leaves. My vision could not pierce the darkness ahead of me, and I futilely tried to rein in Syren. Instead, she picked up speed. It seemed as though her legs had stopped moving and she was merely skimming along the surface of the road. The trees swooshed by faster and faster until they merged together into a blur.
I thought I heard voices, whispering actually, familiar whispers from long dead relatives, snippets of laughter from friends and enemies–I do not know which. Faces, like phantoms, faded in and out, faces of family and friends now forgotten, some by time and others by will.
I called out, “Syren! Slow down! Whoa!”, but the blue roan was out of my control. Wind whipped my face and after all time seemed to stop, I could no longer catch a breathe. Darkness descended and I no longer knew anything.
When I came to, I felt something soft and warm beneath me. I sat up and wiped a fine, sugary sand from my face. Syren stood next to me and watched with inquisitive eyes.
“Syren! What’s the deal!?” Before I could let loose with a barrage, I turned and was made speechless by the sight before me.
“We’re not in Lemuria anymore, Syren!”
The horse snorted and stamped a forefoot. I stood up on a beach and stared at the sea that stretched into forever. Not a breeze stirred, not a wave moved upon the shore. All was eerily still and completely silent. Islands in the distance reflected with total clarity in the stillness of the water. The moon, devoid of her ancient markings, a perfect white sphere, floated over the horizon, poised to set, yet there was no movement. It was like being trapped within a photograph.
Yet, something was familiar. I
had seen this in a dream. And the water, the shore, the moon– these were all images that had at one time or another found their way into my artwork and writing.
Then it hit me: “Syren! This is my unconscious!”
Syren softly whinnied.
“But I’d thought there’d be more. You know, archetypes flitting around, or one of those quest characters, like the Trickster, hanging around– all that stuff Jung talks about.”
Syren shook her steely gray mane.
“No, wait, you’re right. That would be the Collective Unconscious. But…. if this is MY unconscious, then why’s it so dead? There’s nothing going on. No wonder I get writer’s block– my Unconscious is a freakin’ bore!”
“Great!” I picked up Syren’s reins and prepared to mount. “I’ll just pack up and head back to the Real World. Plenty to draw on there— war, pestilence, global warming,– who needs this place!”
My eye caught something. I paused and squinted. Away in the distance flashed a white and yellow light. At the extreme end of a point of land was a structure.
“What’s that? It looks like a lighthouse.” The light pulsed like a heatbeat.
“I knew there had to be SOME action here. Let’s go check it out!”
I mounted Syren. “Sweetie, your re-entry really needs some work, so let’s keep the speed down, shall we?”
Syren and I shot off down the beach toward the light.
Digital Construction and Text: Lori Gloyd (c) July 28, 2006

Wow Lori! You sure know how to have FUN
Anita Marie
This is fantastic Lori. Your unconscious looks very serene and tranquil and the perfect place to sit and draw forth ideas. I have no sense of it being empty, of nothing going on. Quite the contrary. Still waters run deep and all that.
AM, next time I visit my unconscious I’ll have a six-pack of Jolt first. That should fill the place with flying pigs and whatnot. Thanks Heather… but I’m a little afraid of what hides under that still water. How many layers does one’s unconscious have?
Loved this. Action and adventure. I kind of thought I could see a painter of different fantasy lands emerging. Loved the mention of the Alder, who made a huge difference to my life.
My unconscious is just that, too far asleep to wake and tell me who she is…I’d better get your Syren to assist! Great stuff. Fran
Gosh Lori this is really good stuff! And the idea that you have actually entered into your unconscious….Don’t you even think about packing up and returning to the ”real world” before you discover what lies beneath….(wish I could play you some eerie music now…!!)
Forgot to add that your image is beautiful — so calm and serene.
[...] When I finally reached the Old Abbey, once again I made myself at what I thought would be my home, but once again I eventually found myself breaking loose and ascending to yet another creative level. I rode the back of a Thunderbird to Duwamish Bay where I took a ferry ride to the Isle of the Ancestors and met the Matriarchs of my family. Later I took an exhiliarating night ride into my unconscious and challenged the Baba Yaga for possession of my imagination. I was victorious and brought my creativity into the full light of day. [...]